2 Oct

[Stats]

Mood: Drained and sore!!

Listening to: 我的快乐 - fated to love OST

Thoughts: People assume too much… any ideas on my next fan fiction? plot bunnies evading my senses, so I’m out of inspiration.

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Exhausted – both physically and emotionally. Sore – We ran 3.1 km yesterday… need I say more?

Woke 30min before the usual time just.to.revise. Don’t misunderstand, I did study the night before, but I’m those that suffer in silent paranoia.

Paranoia overwhelmed me again when the bus came 3min later. I mean, you wouldn’t want to be late for your final exam, do you? Although it would be nice… but, not taking your exams… “at least try”, yes?

I wonder if its waking early that made me unfocused. By the time I’ve finished situational writing and is moving to free writing, lethargy claimed my weary body. I managed to finish up a crappy piece of writing – crappy, plot-less (ugh, I’m going to get it from my EL T’cher again... *sighs*) and messy. ‘messy’ as in both meanings/references – my handwriting, and the piece of work itself.

Because of the above, my pal and I decided not to talk about it anymore. What’s done is done, we can’t turn back time to change it. Frankly, even if I could, I would be too lazy to bother changing…

Apples for brunch. We did the choose and swap idea – seems that it worked, she didn’t get the green apple. (She wanted sweet, I wanted sour, and we always got to take the other’s, hence the idea)

Did the brainless (read: memory work) section first, and the thinking one later. Managed to finish… thank god.

Did I mention that the thinking work is written messily, with no actual thoughts into the work? I was drained… apples contain vitamins, not carbohydrates, you know.

The rest of the day past fleetingly, I didn’t really care. My body feels sore – extreme physical exercise yesterday – and I’m starved!!

I haven’t taken the medication yet… maybe tomorrow? (read: maybe never  *snickering*)