5 Oct

Woke up @ 12 bcoz of e same reasons--turn down e vol.Tis is gettin 2 b quite a routine.Bt I gt up & screamed @ him 'stead of jus lettin him do wateva he wans.Bcoz of tat,I cudnt get bac 2 sleep.I hav quite a bad temper 2dae bt mie mum jus had 2 make mie temper even worse.

I jus switched off e com bt she accused mi of goin 2 surf e net.I was god damn pissed so I changed mie mind--& switched on e com. Bcoz of tis, she still wanna annoy mi. She nagged+lectured mi. Mie ears were in sleepin mode then.Im so annoyed tat i dun waNNA CARE ABT MIE MUM!!!!!!!!!! Y mus she ncourage mie mood 2 gt worse. @ leaST USE HER STUPID BRAIN!!!!!!!!!!!

I dun wanna blame/say anythg bad abt her bt its her hu started it. She noes mie mood is e worse wen i jus woke up--esp frm screMIN @ SOM IDIOTIC BRO!!!!!!!!

She came in l8r 2 ask mi 2 bri mie STUPID SIBS 4 LUNCH.AS IF I CARE!!!!!!!! I was in a horrible mood so im unwillin & WILL NOT do wateva she asks mi 2.Im nt lyk nmie COWARDLY BRO hu PRETENDS 2 b a 'kuaikia' in frt of parents!!!!!!!!!

She jus went out 2 eat lunch wif them.I dun care--as long as she's nt in e hse,i can hav a chance 2 calm dwn.Annoyin even on a Sun!!!!

Bt then I thk she is oso tryin 2 seek peace wen askin mi 2 bri them out 4 lunch. Im nt feelin well bt i didnt tell her. If i did,Im sure she wud giv mi e superstition crap.I mean,Im nt tat naive!