8 Feb

Woke up @ 10am in e morn coz of e radio...Argh.While gtin mie clothes,mum in4m mi tt we're gon in 2 pray.I rejected her-even thou she wasnt givin mi e freedom of choosin btwn goin or nt...Anyway,im nt sure whether its bcoz i was forcefully dragged 2 go there or bcoz of wakin up so early-mie temper flared up bt i kept it under check till...

After showerin i did e remainin hmk.Then was forcefully dragged 2 go.Wen we gt downstairs,i rmb-ed mie hp so i ran up again 2 grab mie fone.Wen i gt in2 e car,mum asked mi abt mie shoetness-of-breath-illness.I gt a lecture abt nt takin care of mie body...

We picked up gran b4 goin 4 lunch/b'fast.Dad has disagreements ovr e meal-quite surprisin 2 hear him complain abt e food.

Then we drove 2 e temple.Argh...e scorchin heat.E steam frm e joss sticks...I followed along wif mie parents & grans' mindless/stupid antics(as i prefer 2 call it).

Wen I gt hme,I showered again.Nt b4 snappin @ mie sibs.Yep.Tt's wen i cudnt hold mie temper anymre.Then 2 calm mi down,i read mie bk.Wen e superstitious parents came hme,i started doin mie hmk.Nt b4 kickin e movable hmk table away,went in2 mie rm & slam e door @ them.I was still irritated then.Irritated-bcoz of them(4 forcefully draggin mi along wif their crazy antics-im nt v. religious abt taoism/buddism)? or @ myself(4 nt havin enuf guts 2 confess tt i renounced taoism/buddism)?

Anyway,i did log in 2 play/check mie accs.Then packed mie bags 4 Mon.I called HW 2 ask her 2 bri e POA bk.In return,i'll lend her mie bk on e Mon after nxt.Im wonderin if tis deal is even reasonable...