17 July

Ever since the accident last week-Town Week?(forgotten), I’ve labelled my mum as a materialistic person.In other words, greedy.However, after I read a book-on Singapore-I’ve found a much more…fitting word to use.Trust me,you won’t be able to find the word in any dictionary.Unless it’s a Singaporean Dictionary…The word is….

‘Kiasu’

Oh yes.Such a nice word to describe my precious mum…And really,kiasu people are the worse.I’m saying this from experience…So don’t question me.

Also, who knew that I have such an un-role model like sister?And they say the elder sibling must make a good example for the younger siblings…utter crap.

I’m the eldest at home and a role model.The only bad habits I’ve got are the ones that my younger siblings pick up from school!

Meanwhile…

In school…

The youngest(to an extent)and having bad role models…Wonderful…Ironic(to me).Seriously,it’s supposed to be the elder siblings whom adopt and influence the young ‘un to have the discipline to do homework etc…Apparently,I was the one to do that…not them…

Weird isn’t it?

I don’t know why I care…But my ‘senior’ need to stop preaching(in reality,it’s complains…but she’s an idiot and didn’t want her authority to be questioned)to me-her ‘junior’ about ‘love’.

Like I said-Utter crap.Come on!Be practical!If you can’t handle your love problems,why ask me?!I have absolutely no love expertise to give.Nor do I have any of said experiences.

Did I also mention that this is…dumb?We’re a graduating class.And she’s more focused on boys,love and what not.Ridiculous. ‘Enjoy Life’ my foot.Sure, you can enjoy.Just don’t get too into the ‘enjoy’ that you forget about the academics…In Singapore,people judge you based on your paper qualifications.So drill this into your head!

Another thing is that why must I tag along just because you said so?It’s ridiculous.I mean,you’re not a disabled or needy that need to rely on other people!You have a backbone for God’s sake!Seriously…moron…

I never really believed people in Singapore to be spoilt brats.

Until…

Not all people are raised the same way you are.Some are more flexible compared to others…Ugh…flexibility reminds me of my nutty brother…Not that I hate him-the opposite in fact.

He never creates trouble for me(except sometimes)…unlike some ‘older siblings’ of mine…