2 July

3 words: My Life Sucks…

I had a headache yesterday night…as well as a crazy stomach ache. Then remembered to help my friend with her homework…I finished it within 15 minutes and flopped down to bed. And cringed when my stomach hurt strike again…

I got up and the stomach ache is still there.Ugh…I’m just surprised I can sleep even though I was suffering from a stupid thing…

I called said friend to apologise for not being able to attend school-major stomach ache and my throat feels itchy…I sense a cold coming…

I didn’t have a nice nap, period.Stupid FT called in the morning.Again.I didn’t answer.My stomach is killing me,my head fuzzy,my throat itchy.

Mum complained…and complained….and complained…

Something about producing a MC annoyed me.You don’t need to see a doc just for stomach aches…and besides,my crazy mum has lots of flu/cold medicine at home!My teacher sucks…so does my life.

I want to die…at least I wouldn’t be hounded by such immaterial worries commonly suffered by urbane people…People in Canada has it easy-relax,take things slow…S’pore?The opposite.I can’t cope with this hectic lifestyle anymore!

Should I visit the church?

Should I visit the councillor?

Should I tell my parents?

Should I tell my teachers?

Should I tell my friends?

Do I even want to tell them?!

Life sucks.My Life sucks.School sucks.Bartley Sec sucks big time.

The fine thread…is going to snap…soon.

I’m depressed.I’m ill.I’m unable to cope Sec 3 life.I’m pathetic.