21 Apr

Gt hme l8r den usual coz I was too soft-hearted.

Dad drove us 2 sch, complained tt it wasn't raining, bt wen he neared mie sch, it started pouring. I kept mie mouth shut frm retortin. He woke up so early in e morn 2 chaffeur us 2 sch anyway.

Gt 2 sch, read.FT looked @ e bk title, i wonder y?Was it coz I was unconciously laughing(e bk was hilarious)

Slept during F&N, e cher asked. I contemplated tellin her tt I hav a headache bt dcided against it. I kept mie mouth shut and tried 2 concentrate.

Geog cher came l8, received test paper. Failed. Dont ask.

Went 2 libr alone during recess, im nt hungry and I dun wanna b implicated wif some mre illegal doings of e ppl I hang out wif.

Read mie bk, nt after browsing thru some bks e sch libr owns.

Kodi taught us e skill of 'usefulness in SBQ'.Tried 2 keep awake bt still slept.Seems she was able 2 teach & nt b distracted(unlyk last yr...*brr*)

FT(oso Chem cher) was v. generous. And by 'generous', I mean by punishing ppl. Nt mi, of course. I was able 2 grasp 2day's comcepts.Hmph, I dun nid 2 consult a cher, Im perfectly fine on mie own(bt nt 4 Maths, un4tun8ly).

Im nt sure if e cher was tellin mi off or not, he was bside mie table & his voice is loud. I hope he didnt c mi wince wen he boomed out.He asked y i was unable 2 gt gd marks 4 CA, bt able 2 grasp concepts etc taught in class. I dun reali wanna tell him I didnt revise. Bt he wont leave till I answer.

Dragged Mandy away til she in4m mi she's waitin 4 No.2. I was lyk 'Oh'.& waited 4 her.Chatted a lil wif No.5 & her pals.1st 2 buy lunch. Wasted $1.50. Ate rice while No.2 & Mandy ate a v. light lunch. *Ignore tis part 'less u wanna hear mi 'lecture'. My F&N student 'duty' kinda blurt out tt its unhealthy-it is!We're supposed 2 hav 3 whole meals othrwise, 2 meals-1 norm, e othr havin mre of e nutrients whh we had nt gotten during e 'missed' meal. U dun understand mi do u?

Chatted wif HW. Of course, it was jus outta sheer boredom.I was gonna ignore her bt she kinda surprised mi by tokin.Im ashamed 2 say I jumped-nt too visibly i hope.

POA was ok.I was able 2 grasp e concept.

Was dragged up 2 SAW(im nt being punished, jus accompanying mie frens-dey r e 1 hu's punished).Worked out some solutions and finally dcide 2 jus leave dem.I still hav a load of hmk 2 attend 2.I hate SAW.I hate dis sch.SAW is lyk a prison.Hav any teachers ever entered?Its total indiscrimination 2 us teens.Wat e hell...

Gt hme, wondered y I was able 2 perform better wen Im alone.Anyway, Im havin writer's block. Found out tt its caused by stress. I.e. Hmk, hmk, hmk. Damn.