23 Apr

I gt up, prepared 4 sch, hesitated, den decided 2 slp 4 20mins. Powernap?Im nt sure.Prob nt since I had jus woken up 2 fall asleep again.

Walkin all e way 2 e busstop, on e bus, on e way 2 sch, i had mie nose in e F&N file.Cramming 4 last min revision.Nt oli mi,i l8r found out.Btw, almos knocked in2 thgs.Yes dangerous i noe;bt i'd rather die den stay alive & suffer all dis pressure/stress.

Gt 2 sch, mayb a lil 'emo' as dey call it; i prefer 2 call it mie poker face(no, ppl,nt after a song, bt an adjective? tt descibes a person whom doesnt show any emotions/expressions.Refer 2 dict. 4 mre accurate xplaination)

Saw tt e usual big canvas banner was dropped, and @ a v. unusual cutting pattern.U sud hav seen it, i accidentally laughed(softly)in frt of public.

V.warm 2dae,even thou e wind was howling & raining yesterdae nite.

1st period (Sci)Phys, fell asleep.If im nt wrong, i thk Mr. HL asked wat im praying 2.Do i look lyk praying 2 him!?Even if im, I wont do tt in public.I wonder if he does...and whether it wud b funny.Lol.

2nd PE.Iv determined 2 participate 2dae.Ran 5 rounds bt I oli ran 2 1/2 rounds.Mie stomach is killing mi, mie legs feel haevy, breathing laboured & felt lyk vomiting.I was reminded of wat happened a few wks ago.Brr*Shivers* After 1st lap, Mr. Canteen reminded mi 2 breath properly,I rmb-ed & was much better; if nt feelin lyk throwing up. Jos & Lyn didnt ran 2dae.Seems weird tt weneva i run, dey didnt ;and wen I did, dey didnt. After 2 1/2 lap, I went up 2 Sir Canteen 2 b asked 2 visit e lavatory. He gav mi permission & I thk he mentioned somthg abt 'no stamina'.It offended mi.Iv hurt it numerous tyms-frm mie dad,mie aunt, mie mum, mie ballet cher,& now him. After tt horrid run,did incline pull ups.Mie hand nt arm hurts.Prob cos of mie connection wif ballet. Den did a lil practice on rugby,mie stomach was still hurtin mi. Sir Canteen noticed & asked if Im ok, if I had drank.I replied yes.Den he asked e nt runnin-ppl 2 look after mi & told mi 2 sit.I wonder if he noticed I was squirmin.He definately had an iron grip.

EL nxt & I was still unwell.Mie stomach hates mi.And so do I.Nthg much, was able 2 catch up during lesson.

Recess went 2 toilet(change & try 2 calm stomach down),went class study/cram wateva u call it.

MTL was barked @ during 1st lesson(due 2 serious compo problems).She did mention 1 compo whh reduced her realtive 2 tears frm overlaughing.Tis is serious.Gone thru compo.In preparation 4 Mid-yr Paper 1.Sry cher, ur gonna b disappointed by mie performance once again.

E Maths in com lab!!!!Yays!!!Taught Sherpard & Lyn how 2 identify x/y-intercept, line of symatry etc.Had trouble wif mine bt finished it! :)Gt down 2 hav lunch.fried rice+chicken chunks+egg.Fried rice=CHO; Chicken chunks=proteins; egg=protein.No fat-rich foods...so much 4 utilising e 3 nutrients sparingly(meaning nt use too much of either nutrients 2 giv energy)

F&N took notes out & left e rm.Vani came out l8r e same way & told mi e woman dere was creepy(hostile), i thk tt she's jus studiously ignorin us.I dun hav a grudge wif her.E whole grp(I thk)gathered dere, tokin abt how 2 postpone/stop e F&N test.1 way was cursing, e othr was prayin(curtesy of yrs truly), nxt was peltin stones @ her.Was laughin & nt studying.Wen we saw 'Ms'K,we hid/turned our faces away;she did e same-by using her cardboard box 2 cover her.Was too comical.Btw,no peltin or anythg.

F&N ACT was all test test test.Finished Sec A.Im dead!!!I studied anyothr nutrients den e most commom(Carbohydrates).Tt's a direct ambush!-frm e cher no less.Essay refered 2 TB.Wrote a pathetic 3/4 & less page.Cos e topic is nt broad & dere's realli nthg 2 discuss.Btw,saw Ms D(Libr) dere.seems she was nt allowed in her abode(libr)as well.once e test is done, I handed e paper 2 her & xplained y i cant hand in at tt tym(i realised som dumb mistakes & wanted 2 change it).xtra marks(4 dose hu submit earlier) or a gd job.I was let go coz she commented tt mie CW(theory)has been gd.Sry 2 disappoint u, dere will b no such thg.

Saw Ms D as I stepped out, chatted wif her.Im surprised she knew Dion.Went up & found Abi.Went 2 find XY.Up & down we went den we did EL version of MTL project.Mr.Canteen found mi & asked if im fine & e reason.E reason-no b'fast.He asked(albeit pleadingly)2 eat mie b'fast nxt Thurs(Napfa?).I had 2 agree-its reasonable.B4 him was Ms Bikini.She saw mi staring(cos her way of ambushin e rest was funny & I wondered if she came out 2 'annoy' her students.)She attacked mi as well.*Sigh*Sry I dragged u in2 dis Abi.Saw Mr.K & his students.I was used 2 his presence tt i didnt greet him.*oops*

Waved Mr.Crybaby bye wen im abt 2 leave.Chatted.He's surprised i can still rmb.Hmph!Unlyk him, i hav gd memory.(actually,its mi being familiar 2 e cher tt its 'etched' on mie mind)Btw,Abi in4med mi she had browsed thru & read mie blog.Funi,i didnt realli tot any1 wud bothr reading.She oso told mi mie blog was kinda 'dark'(depressing).?Do u ppl thk so too?

Gt hme.Did com hmk-F&N;Entrepreneur.I havnt done e othrs.Better gt 2 it.Hopes it rains-bt nt wen im walking hme.